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annabbelle(two ays, two enns, two bees, two ells, to ease)
i met a girl who wanted two
of everything, to
reach out for your hand, so she could have another one, too.
memoir...pink tinted bath water grape-red
tongue purple bruises blooming
pale thighs angry teeth torn skin
writing until i learned to cry to
but all i remember was thinking
where was my mother?
abstract politician soup???????
that makes more sense than the world,
maybe if some changes are made.
just put them together,
those odd strange figures.
will dipping them in paint
that's a nice coati am not your god, your saint, the
answer to your insecurities. i am
just a half-bruised whore, hiding
my filth under a bent spine. i am
anger and scarred skin covering weak
bones and hiding the nightmare,
wishing for a martyr's death,
unforgettable, unforgivable, inescapable.
your nails are still digging into my wrists
but you're not here. you left, taking your
sins with you but you're never gone.
i will always be here, with my shaking
fingers, delicate dancing on the edge
of my smile, sifting through memories
and awkward words meant to convey
emotions i don't even understand,
lost somewhere, sinking inside my t
In Search of Dreaming
I wonder for how long
This thing has been living inside me.
A hidden, dormant
Waiting to emerge,
The unintelligible secret
Spilling from a mouth left ajar
And the dilapidation of broken synapses
At night in my dreams,
I am whole again,
And I can run
The way I can speak French flawlessly in the dreaming.
My hair streams behind me,
Kissed in moonlight
As I sail, swift,
In its silver remission,
And my lungs can hold
The breadth of the heavens
There in the limitless
Expanse of their space.
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